-2025-10.23-
"today has been okay actually, though last night my mom got alcohol posioning and got really sick so i stood up with her despite taking two sleeping pills. hopefully she doesnt drink anymore, she rarely does anyway but i dont think her body can really handle i anymore. i just slept all day as usual, i can almost never sleep early. i just feel more at peace at night so my body never lets me sleep unless its like 5 in the morning. theres not really much to do all day anyway, my boyfriends at school and my moms at work. "
"i just wish i can go to school soon, truth is i havent been to school ever since late 2020. we just werent able to find a good school, tried doing online but it never worked out either. almost my whole life has been place to place, i never had a stable home. im gonna be 19 next year so im prob gonna be held back which im dreading, i already feel mentally stupid just to be in a class with kids i dunno how much younger than me. we are moving soon..again but at least ill have my own room and go to school and just have human connections. "
