-2025-11.29-
"my ex boyfriend messaged me the other day though some alt account, just going off on me over utter bullshit- supposedly it was one of his alters since hes a system but i really dont think he has that but i digress. we were kids when we first got together, he was my first partner and i was the first to ever show him true love. so we of course made mistakes during that time, he did some things that hurt me a lot and i dont doubt i mightve hurt him."
"im not proud of how we ended things but he was screaming at me about how 'immature' was or how i 'ruined' his life. instead of yelling back at him and blaming him for every bad thing in my life and how much damage he did, i didnt stoop to his level. though i still made it clear i was mad i still went about it in a more mature matter. i didnt do it to prove something to him, i didnt to prove it to myself. that i wasnt immature and that i can be better than what anyone else thought i could be."
"he said sorry and all this other bullshit but i didnt accept his apology, and just said that i hoped he never contacted me again, blocking him before he could say anything else. it felt good, i finally said how i truly felt and not kiss his ass and saying whatever i thought he wanted me to. unlike him i changed and ive gotten over him, all i can do is wish the best for him. no matter how hurt i feel."
